A home for Pia

After 5 years of dealing with my daughters brain injury, my husbands death, and dealing with his co. bankrupsy I began to cry over the the smallest issue. And it did not have to be connected to me. A dead animal by the side of the road, music that I love, sad movies, and the loss of a job due to the closure of our program. I had to"stuff"' my emotions and deal with it. I had to be strong! My doctor finally put me on anti depressents after the tears began to interfere with my job. I could now deal with all of thee issues and not fall apart. This gave me a chance to understand, and work through my feelings. We as family care givers dont always want to accept that we also need help. and so week ago I decided to not fill my pescription. I wanted to see if I was now in control of these emotion which I felt were situational due to the tramas I had delt with.